Patch of blue sky(Angel's ladder)
I bought alcoholic for 500 yen that I have given
I bought bourbon whiskey add my small money
I want to disappear but I can't stop crying
when I saw a child who put up with crying
It's a meaningless penmanship I had learned
When I use a Cellular phone or keyboad,a letter will come out soon
I have a pen for the first time in a while,but my letter is shaking
Can I be be here? Is it alright I am living?
I was hurt by the words that someone said inadvertently
And I was really beat up,many times
I want just only one who accept myself
Will the solitude stop? When can I see the sun?
I soiled myself of no use it looks like I hate myself
But I am grieving I want to be loved
I received a letter from my senior
The letter is not so beauty and stand out the typographical errors
But why am I feeling relief,and I am smiling with the unconsious
Can I be here? Can I walk up to you?
I am alive in someone's heart,you are alive in my heart
will be help